Saturday, June 16, 2012

Schools out for summer. . .

Well....almost. I still have a few days to work next week and then I can truly celebrate! It has interesting year. The past few months haven't been my finest moments as a school counselor, mom, or wife and I can only hope at one point I'll be able to put this all behind me. I know it is not going to be happening soon as my surgery is in a few months but at some point in my life, I hope to have some closure and be able to not have this hanging over my head.

My very close friend STILL doesn't know her results. Her phone rang the other day in the teachers lounge and she showed me the number (it was her OB's office) and my heart almost stopped and I could feel the tears coming. I feel so worried for her and what this news will bring her. The results were not in, which was super annoying as it has been 2.5 weeks since she was tested. I had hoped that she would find out during the school year so I could be there for her if the news should be bad. Lets just hope that the news is good and that we can go celebrate when we find out. Fingers crossed.

My summer plans include a lot of time with my cute children and wonderful husband, time at the gym, running, maybe a little biking?, relaxing, pool, mountains, beach, and just enjoying life. If I worry too much about what is to come...going back to work, surgery, etc., then I won't be able to truly enjoy the time I have with my wonderful family. So, here is to enjoying every minute I can with the 3 most important people in my life!

1 comment:

  1. The surgery is a significant challenge, and it’s totally understandable that you have this anxiety. However, I reckon the future looks bright : ) Largely your surgery will take away a huge amount of risk for breast cancer, and hopefully that will ease the anxiety.